Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Why Do I Feel Like Pisces Rising when I am Virgo Rising (supposedly)?

Hmm..today had been one of my emotional days. Here's the Pisces horoscope in which I always read,since it is always more accurate than my Aquarius sun sign. Here's the Pisces horoscope from horoscope.com (no copyright infrigment intended)-

"Dear Pisces, today your planets are showing you the middle road. A path with not too much or too little. Your finances are stable but a southern wind of change is about blow across your personal life. Whenever a wind of change blows it brings many new things."

It certainly feels like a change is about to come into my life. I was born Aquarius with supposedly Virgo rising. I am beginning to doubt my birth time. This is astrology-numerology's section about Pisces Rising (no copyright infrigment intended). I bolded the parts that are especailly true about me.

"Pisces
With Pisces rising, the planetary "Ruler" of your horoscope is Neptune. This Ascendant produces a personality that is idealistic, supersensitive, and usually a person with much vision. The Neptune influence in your nature causes you to have something of a Don Quixote complex, with little concern for reality. You may be very easygoing, at times you can even seem indolent; a romantic and a dreamer.

With Pisces on the rise you may the type of person who frequently asks for advice, because you often lack the confidence to move ahead on your own, and you are so unsure of yourself. Strangely, you rarely take the advice you receive. You tend to dream your way through life, glamorizing situations, people, status, and circumstances.
You are a very secretive person, in part because you are somewhat timid, a fact you hide with great skill. You may avoid drawing attention to yourself, and because you do, you may not receive the credit you often deserve. You have a strong inner need to serve others in your life's work and you can be really happy if you can do so.

Self-realization is of prime importance, and it is therefore essential for you to spend a good deal of time by yourself. Often this sign denotes involvement or strong interest in music or another form of art.

You are likely to set high goals and expect much from yourself and from those around you. Since you expect people to be perfect, you are often disappointed in them. Although you don't at all like being confrontation, you are heavily vested in the idea that you are right all of the time. Living the utopian life, you find it hard to accept that you have miscalculated.

Pisces is a water (emotional) sign and it is mutable, or adaptable. The sign of Pisces is the two fish, swimming in opposition directions. This symbolizes the difficulty that you may have in making decisions. Confrontation and clear-cut decisions are not easy for you to manage. You prefer a more considered approach that relies on your strong intuitive feelings to lead the way. There is a certain naivety associated with this Ascendant that is not unlike the Ostrich who has hidden his head in the sand."


So,should I ask for a birth chart time recification? Should I? My emotions are strong always,but today,they are running igh. I couldn't stop crying today for 20 minutes. Somehow,some of it was for no reason at all.

Love,
Epiphany :D

Saturday, July 11, 2009

My Caffeine Addiction/Hangover

I have had a caffeine hangover for twenty minutes and I hate it. I had two cups of Lipton tea...and now I have the worst caffeine related withdrawal depression ever. I feel unable to get out of a deprssed mood,and now that I have gotten a little bit of Pepsi in my system,I feel better. Am I becoming depedent on caffeine? I might have to some degree,caffeine sensitivites. Please...I also had a terrible head condition today...my head felt like it was pressed through a blender! (Also associated w/CW). I am currently visiting to help me....because I feel as if I am addicted. In the past,I have suffered a caffeine overdose,in which my heart was pumping SO HARD,I thought I was going to die. It was horrific. Maybe I'm a bit crazy,maybe I am insane. My head right now feels like it is racing...I can't really focus on what I am typing right now. I beleive I am truely addicted to caffeine,although a lot of other caffeine addicts drink larger amounts to get a desired "wake up" effect. And I drink tea to wake up,rather than coffe,which I don't like and drink only once in a blue moon. All this talk about tea makes me want some RIGHT NOW!

Love,
Epiphany